[ Being attached to Annie is like having a loudspeaker to her feelings warbling away like a satanic ritual all day every day. Nothing about what she wants or what she does is really a secret, if you take the time to pick apart the knotted threads she exudes.
She doesn't know how to keep it a secret.
She wants to train everyone because she's terrified they'll die, that she'll have to watch knowing she didn't do enough to prepare. She is kinder and softer with the girls to a startling degree because they remind her of all those who have already died. She's tender with Noctis even though she pushes him around because he keeps her nightmares at bay, she thinks of holding his hand when she lays down to sleep.
Then there's Nyx. The one she wants to punch and fuck. A used up soldier like herself, someone she doesn't have to worry about so much. She wants that easiness. ]
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Date: 2017-05-16 01:52 am (UTC)[ Being attached to Annie is like having a loudspeaker to her feelings warbling away like a satanic ritual all day every day. Nothing about what she wants or what she does is really a secret, if you take the time to pick apart the knotted threads she exudes.
She doesn't know how to keep it a secret.
She wants to train everyone because she's terrified they'll die, that she'll have to watch knowing she didn't do enough to prepare. She is kinder and softer with the girls to a startling degree because they remind her of all those who have already died. She's tender with Noctis even though she pushes him around because he keeps her nightmares at bay, she thinks of holding his hand when she lays down to sleep.
Then there's Nyx. The one she wants to punch and fuck. A used up soldier like herself, someone she doesn't have to worry about so much. She wants that easiness. ]
( Can I come. )