[ Her annoyance with this question is too real; too many eyes narrowing, rolling, red with discontent. ]
(I'm not--)
[ The sensation is the stretch of a rubber band, focusing, forcing words to come together. ]
(I'm not a fucking psycho bitch on purpose. I mean I am, but--)
[ Stretching tighter. ]
(A lot of it is just learning how to make fuckin' human noises when everything in my head is anything but.)
[ The snap as she releases the focus, a sting. It can be hard for her to articulate this, a lot of the time she just talks about it in big broad strokes: my stupid fuckin' universe brain. ]
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Date: 2017-06-06 02:37 am (UTC)( I'm not-- )
[ The sensation is the stretch of a rubber band, focusing, forcing words to come together. ]
( I'm not a fucking psycho bitch on purpose. I mean I am, but-- )
[ Stretching tighter. ]
( A lot of it is just learning how to make fuckin' human noises when everything in my head is anything but. )
[ The snap as she releases the focus, a sting. It can be hard for her to articulate this, a lot of the time she just talks about it in big broad strokes: my stupid fuckin' universe brain. ]