I don't think he wanted to be happy. I think he wanted to hurt, the same way he was hurt. People out for revenge, they're not really out to be happy. They just want the pain they've gone through to go somewhere else, to the thing that made them hurt. [He drums his fingers on the table, eyes distant, trying to make sense of how to put it all best.] He didn't care who he hurt. As long as he did the hurting.